I have just spent the night alone IN MY OWN HOME!!! The family had been farmed out to various locations and I was the one who got to stay put!! Hee Hee...I'm so giddy I'm frozen to the spot. I know that this time is precious but also fleeting. The clocks are spinning way too quickly around here...I'm running out of time!! I am trying to "relax" and enjoy the solitude but at the same time I'm wanting to be productive. I'm trying to cram in a lifetime of wants in a short amount of time. Yesterday I had a dear friend over and we were able to catch up, laugh, and visit uninterrupted....I know! WEIRD!!!! It was amazing! After she left I could immediately feel the heaviness of the blanket of quiet that fell upon me. Should I watch a movie of my choice? Nah...don't want to "waste my time" sitting and staring for 2 hours. Maybe I could write a little...nope...have nothing to say since my day went without chaos. I know...I'll read....nope....that'll only make me tired. Bath? Wine? Organize? Exercise? Okay...delirium was obviously starting to seep in (organize?!...exercise?!) So I ended up doing what any busy mom with time to herself would do...I went to bed early...IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BED with my hands and feet touching all four corners....and I slept all night long! It was glorious!!
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